Here is a fun little clip of me I shot on my rooftop yesterday. Well… obviously… I didn’t shoot it… January did. I thought you might like it!
I’m back in New York! I’m excited. The airplane was long. I was stuck the airport for a long time… blah… people complained a lot. I didn’t really complain because I didn’t think it would make anything go any quicker.
I had so much fun at LA Erotica. I really love hanging out with fans. You guys rock. I definitely had the coolest fans out of everyone else at the convention. Except for Jenna Jameson, who has cool fans, and un cool fans, and somewhere in the middle of cool and uncool fans. Some people like to say Jenna is going out of style, or (and this is absurd) that I AM THE NEW JENNA? Or I don’t know… it seems like anyone who is up and coming in porn get titled the "new jenna" but… there is only one Jenna. Seriously. She is not going out of style any time soon… she has a zillion and one dedicated fans and she just keeps getting more. It is really admirable. I’m not jealous at all… It is inspiring. But I am really thankful for the people who came to see me. Really. It makes me feel so much better about being at these conventions.
I hope BurningAngel can be big enough one day to have a booth. Or maybe there can be a "club Joanna" or something… but in the mean time… I like working with Club Jenna… the people are nice… and for some reason… the company is really into all the girls having body guards. I mean, I don’t really need one but they gave me one for the convention anyways. He kept being like "did that person touch you too much? are you OK? do you need anything?" and I’m like… yes yes… I’m fine. He escorted me to the bathroom when I went. He asked me if I needed him to go inside (not like inside the stall but inside the bathroom) and I said yes, not because I have any fear of a heard of fans tackling me in the bathroom… but because I thought it was funny to see a 300lb black guy in the ladies room. Justin Sterling, who used to be Jenna’s husband… is pretty hot. He has nice tattoos… nicer than mine… and a whole lot more of them. I guess if I was the owner of Club Jenna I would be able to afford nicer tattoos.
Dave Navarro did this interview thing with me for a few minutes. Girls always talk about how hot Dave Navarro is and I never really got it. OK I’m lying… I did get it… but not quite to the extent that other people got it. But when I talked to him, it made more sense. He exudes this sexual energy. I bet he is a bigger pervert than I am. I can just tell. I know. It is unfair… because there are probably a lot of guys out there who are nicer, and smarter, and just better people all around than Dave Navarro who would do anything to get one eighth the amount of girls he gets, but unfortunately Dave is a natural born sex machine who just knows what to do. He has the same sexual energy I have only found in other porn guys… like Manuel Farrera, or James Deen… you know… someone who when you talk to them you just wanna fuck them ten seconds later.
And I am sure he wouldn’t have minded. He told me I was the prettiest girl in porn, although I know for a fact that he has said this to several other girls in porn. So I said that to him. And then he said "yeah but I really mean it with you" and for that split second I believed him.
In any case, a few years ago I would have dragged him into the bathroom and banged him there but… I dunno. I think I am over really good looking guys in bands. There is a younger girl out there who probably needs the banging Dave Navarro in the bathroom experience a lot more than I do. Once you have banged one hot band guy in a bathroom… it’s like you’ve banged them all.
Anyways. I am off to enjoy some good carbohydrates, and walking… and feeling at home.
im going back to new york today. im very excited.
now i must pack!
someone canceled their burningangel account because they were really offended by an ATM. Are ATM’s really offensive? I have heard people complain about them before. The Lovely Brenda is really grossed out by them… but she gets off on all sorts of weird shit… much weirder than ATM’s, so I don’t think she counts. I know some companies don’t allow them in their videos…. I never wanted to be one of those companies but I didn’t mean to uh… hurt anyone’s feelings?! I just don’t get it… if you stick something in your own ass… and then put it in your own mouth… what is the big deal? its just going from one hole of your body to another. Should I start being scared of my own ass? Should I interrupt the scenes from now on with a thurough cleansing of the penis post anal and pre sucking? Am I just like, jaded or de-sensitized to things I should really think more about? Becuase I just don’t see the big deal.
So on Saturday I went to get my hair done. They were going to touch up what they did before… re-do the medly of browns and reds I have been doing the past 6 months or so. But lately I have been feeling really lame and I totally blame my hair for that. See, I will admit… when I was signed with Hustler, I always felt like… the black sheep… or like the estraged step-sister over there. Seriously, it was weird. So I felt like keeping my hair brown would piss them off a little bit less. I guess I felt the need to tame myself down a bit over there.
I know that’s probably not what you want to hear from me. I know you sometimes think I am oooh soo tough, and I can be sometimes… but I really wanted to continue to make features so I figured if having brown hair could keep me in the door then it would be a small price to pay for getting to do what I love. No one ever told me to keep my hair brown- I mean, I made the decision on my own. I just thought it would be the right choice.
So then after the Hustler shit ended… I thought I should keep my hair brown in case I had to meet with other companies or whatever. But I don’t know. I have decided that I don’t care. I used to do some "mainstream" porn just as talent from time to time… but I have been flaking out of most of that as of lately. I really like just working for myself and only myself and god damn it, since I am my own boss I definitely am not going to fire myself for having pink hair so god damn it I should have pink hair!
SO on Saturday, I told the hairdresser to make my hair black and pink. I haven’t had Pink hair in like, 6 years. I had black and white for a long time, then this brown-ish nonsense… I mean, I thought I was too old to have pink hair when I was 22, I can’t believe I’m getting it now but I always think girls are hot who have pink hair. I told someone I was having a mid-life crisis… not a mid life but a mid porn life… I have been in videos for about 4 years now… i mean… I am probably at the halfway mark of my porno career… am I? I hope not, I feel like I have more than 4 more years in me but I dunno… whatever, So my hair is black on the bottom and magenta on the top. I love it so much. I feel like myself again. I am going to get some photos taken tonight so I can put them on my myspace page and on this site because only then will it be OFFICIAL that JOANNA ANGEL HAS PINK HAIR.
People with all pink hair might scoff at me since my hair isn’t all pink. It is pink and black.
I did recently start negotiating a deal with Club Jenna to direct some features for them. Today I called the boss man over there and said "hey, can I still perform and direct in movies for you guys if I have pink hair? I have been thinking about dying my hair pink" and he laughed and said that wouldn’t be a problem. PHEW because it was totally already pink and I don’t wanna die it back.
I went to the mall yesterday because I had to get some pink clothes to match my pink hair. I went shopping with my friend who you all probably know, she is a famous porn star and her name is Jenna Haze. She definitely doesn’t have pink hair. She said she liked my pink hair though. She said she wished she could do something crazy like that to her hair but I’m pretty sure Jenna Haze could do anything she wanted and be fine. Although, to be honest…. I don’t know how good she would look with pink hair. I think I should just have the pink hair and she should stand next to me and I can be her pink haired accessory.
Anyways, I will get some photos and show it to you.