I woke up and got unnecessarily depressed yesterday morning. For some reason, I really dislike holidays. It’s too much pressure to do something fun – and I feel like society tries to make you feel like shit if you don’t have your average American life – or the one you see on TV. You know, like a husband, kids, a BBQ, a house, lots of friends , etc. I don’t know. Why do I even care about what is “normal”? I am not really sure. I should probably stop watching TV or something.
After a few hours of feeling sorry for myself for no reason, I decided to suck it up and go to a friend’s party in downtown LA. He lives in a loft, with a small backyard, and he got a few kiddie pools from Target to celebrate with. It was quite the antitheses of your picture-perfect Memorial Day that you see on TV and I felt very comfortable there.
The moral of the story is that kiddie pools are way more awesome than real pools – and require a lot less maintenance.
Here I am in my bikini!
Here is my ass in the bikini. Yeeeeah. Ass!!!
Aiden Star was there, and her huge boobs were popping out of her bikini.
Here is me and Dana DeArmond showing our butts and kissing.
Last night was the screening for Asphyxia Heels the World at Studio Servitu (@studioservitu) . I had a good time! I like hanging out with my porno family. I also really like Studio Servitu. It’s a cool creepy-looking loft that has art shows, and lots of interesting parties there. I actually shot my scene with Manuel Ferrara there – you know, that one that was nominated for Best Anal this past year . It was pretty cool to chill at the party/screening and look at a bunch of people drink beers and hang out on a bed that I got anally pounded on. It made me giggle!
Anyways, the band Blackleg played. Blackleg is my friend Ssippi’s band – he has built a bunch of sets for us – and he played Igor in Fuckenstein. When Blackleg played in Jessie Lee Goes T o College – Brian Street Team was in the band, for the sake of the movie – so Jessie could bone the singer. However, now Tommy Pistol is actually in the band. He sings for Blackleg. And, Tommy was also in Asphyxia Heels the World – AND Ssippi helped build the shoe store in the movie. So yeah, Blackleg and BurningAngel are kind of married in an odd way – so it totally made sense for them to play the party!
Here they are:
And here is me and Asphyxia presenting the movie! I am kinda hunched over, and she is standing up properly. I should really work on my posture.
And here is Aiden Starr (@aidenstarr) humping my leg. That was pretty cool.
And here is me and Dana Deamond.
Here is me, Krissie Dee, Jessie, and Asphyxia:
This is the token photo of myself I took before I left my apartment to make sure my makeup was done properly:
This is me and Tommy Pistol and some new friends we made at the party!
Here I am bonding with them…
This is a photo of my butt that I took this morning and posted on Instagram.
And this is what I ate for breakfast.
It was a good night, with good friends, and a good movie I am extremely proud of. Yaaaay porno!
Yesterday we shot some more porn. Are you noticing a pattern here? We import cute tattooed hoes from different states, shoot for a few days then take a little break. These past few days have really been a lot of fun – I really enjoyed spending time with Aria Rae, Severin Graves, and Mary Jane. I felt like my apartment became a very fun and twisted sorority for a few days. I am about 10 years older than them (Mary Jane is 18, Aria Rae is 19 – and I think Severin Graves is 21 or 22) but whatever…I just don’t care. They make me feel younger, and I enjoyed having them around.
Here’s a pic of Mary Jane loungin’:
I made Severin’s porno dream come true and she did a DP with Sean Michaels and Mr. Pete. She really took it like a champ! She got Sean’s huge black cock in her pussy and ass without even any lube. She’s such a horny girl and I love it. I was totally impressed! I actually got so hot during the scene – that during a break, I jumped in for a little bit and sucked off Mr. Pete, Sean, and James - who was shooting the scene. Me and Severin Graves took turns giving everyone blowjobs for a couple minutes. It was pretty awesome. I really wanted to start fucking everyone but it was, after all, her special DP day and I didn’t want to take away from that. Being a director can really be so frustrating sometimes!
This scene was also for PunkSchoolGirls.com, and the scenario involved a wood-shop class. I was a student in the class (on Sunday I was a mom, and Monday I was a student- I am so versatile in my acting skills!) so I put some braids in my hair to appear more student-like. Pretty cute, huh?
Oh yeah – the studio we shot in belonged to a fellow porn slut- and good friend of mine, Aiden Starr. She has awesome boobs. I told her I would not shoot in her studio unless she showed me her boobs, and fortunately she agreed to this. So here they are!
I randomly went in the bathroom and took this picture of me:
And that’s all I have for today!